Its like flying without wings.

taap-tip-tupp, RKT went online at night yesterday after a few minutes i went online.
I had a blast of fun madness chatting with him.
He is just insane, serious hell.

we chit-chatted and started playing games. ALL KINDS OF GAME.
See eh.. From tic-tac-toe to bowling to bejewelled to hexic to scisors paper stone to bumper stars.
And he is never sick of all the games we played.
He didnt grumble or whatsoever, we just played all the wayyyyyyyy~
HAHAHA! (:

And i really love the part when we played BOWLING.
ohmygod, chaos mayne! ^^

He was like... "kay Mira, you see ehh.. see tau! see how a professional play!"
He didnt strike.
I said. " Woww, thats professional... ohhhh. AHAHAHAA!"
He said... "alermaaaak! that one testing only.." <- see, he follows my word! ;P then i was busy laughing, he went to hit me back with his words. " tapi kan Mira... at least i strike, you? HAHAHHA! kidding ;)"

I just can't stop laughing whenever he is so confident he'll strike but didnt strike at the end!
" You seee ehh.. the ball will KURL... seee!"

RKT just love laughing at me whenever i can't hit all of it. He stand-by the "HAHAHAA" already!



The result was, really cool! awesome!
We had the same score! And it kinda shocked me, cause its real hard to get the same scores!
But.. we did! HIGH FIVE!
So, we both are professionals ;)
The bottomline was, we had alot of fun! Time passes so fast mayne, that was so unfair ;)
ALOOOT OF FUNNNN(:
I swear, it feels good to smile and laugh sincerely after such a long time..

Its just that he can layan my nonsense and craps.
We changed DP, telling each other what happen this and that.
We talked about kids, his favourite cousin, ohmygod so cute.

And its like we never chat before? oh, the last we chat was 19th Sep 2009, mind that. Its one day before Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
^^

Panda was like putting us in a mass convo, then he asked us to go out on the Tuesday. Next tuesday. And i just remembered, its his birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyy. omg.
I think i'm gonna do something or meet up when i finish work i guess? :S
I thought it was on 29th =.=" I always get my dates wrongly.
And it feels so real. I've gotta slap myself.
I think i've gotta bring a calender everywhere i go, and if its not for this watch, i think..
I'd end up telling myself everyday its the 20th ++ ...

I'm going out with my two girls tomorrow. Ain and Iqah.
And i'm gonna make sure, we'll have a blast of fun. Insyaallah. YAY! \m/
Nurulain, thanks for queeing up for me. HEHE. ;D
Loveyou many many eh. ^^
Korang celebrate birthday due due, thenme?! AHAHAA! Ohya, you both younger than me ^^

I'm just following the flow. I switched off all my emotions, to care, to get myself upset, disappointed, etc.
I just dont wanna give a damn, and see how my life goes like this way.
Its rocky, its shaky.
I just look and see how it goes like. So you go have fun okay(:

After all, i follow with the flow life gotta give me.
I'm gonna start work and think about work startin' on Monday.

RKT just wants me to be a NIKE fan. =.=" Cause he is a life-time NIKE member.
And sometimes i just realised.
The things that i dont like, are the things that he likes.
And his answer was?

"Greaaat! That means we can click real well!"
That carves a real big smile to my face (:


HAHAHAA! I'll smile this way eh RKT :P

Okay chalobeteh, pictures will be up tomorrow, thats if NurulAin brings her camera ;)
Which i know, she'll first do her magic-trick first!
AAHAHAA!

Love y'all <3
When someone understands me, lately thats more than ive ever ask for.

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There's one thing that always makes me feel so good, thats cause you always have the power to make me feel better..

I felt better walking on my own at Iluma, Bugis Village, Bugis Junction.
I dont know why?
Perhaps when you're alone, you'll then know yourself the best.

Today? 8th, sixth. Hello sixth.
He surprised me at midnight with a wish! Wow, i was so speechless when i saw that. Only God knows my reaction.
Thanks for the relentless six months. i really appreciate each and every of those wonderful things that happens.
And i'm really happy, cause there we'rent any fights at all.
Cause, you said. ME+YOU= WE ROCK! \m/

It had not yet ended, but it'll end real soon. :(
So, i'm gonna cherish each and every left-over days.
See people, when you know its gonna end, or its ending, or it ended, you'll then know how to appreciate the person more, and cherish everything better.
Thats when you realised, everything that happened were all so sweet.
So, don't ever take people for granted.
Now, take your phone, and text those people, be it your friends, or girlfriends or boyfs or loved ones, on how much you appreciate them, cause you'll never know when its ending, perhaps in few seconds?
I've learned alot.
Cause when someone you named your 'best' leaves you, then you'll know the pain.
You'll then feel worst.

I admit, i'm still not okay. Despite me laughing so hard sometimes, but still, this things still haunts me down alot of times, most of the times to be precise.
I just.. dont know how to shake this feeling off.

I wake up thinking its Sunday, and kept asking myself, why arent my parents at home?
When its actually Tuesday. I just.. dont know whats wrong with me.
I kept telling myself today is the 22nd? and i thought Christmas is just around the corner.
I know.. i just need people to slap my face to make me awake.
I got my date wrongly, whats next?

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AMAZED.

Throughout the six months, there's never any single arguments, complications, not even a single misunderstandings.
Not even a single problem..
All we did was to laugh & smile.

Yeah, i'll pull myself through. Sigh.
Thanks for the tags. I really appreciate each and every of those tags.
I've read every of your tags, and it just teared me up.
I just.. dont know what to do.
I'm just helplessly thinking whats next.
This is how sucky life can get..



Tomorrow = sixth. :,(

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